It has taken everything in me to make to somewhere I would of never thought I would be. Grief has taken me to a place I do not know. Trying to heal while you are still grieving has taught me the true meaning of being exhausted. Sometimes it is hard to accept that this pain is supposed to be a part of the journey. My journey. I have poured everything I have into this yet the cup never fills. I will find a new meaning of happiness while I grieve. I will follow this dim light until I reach the end.