About me

As the legend goes, when the phoenix resurrects from the flames, she is even more beautiful than before.

Sometimes in life we struggle with keeping positivity and faith near us. We tend to forget the things that keep us fighting each and every day.

I made this site to help with the every day struggle anyone might be feeling. To be the positivity in life anyone may need. To give you another reason to keep fighting when you may think the war is over.

Lighthouses always brought me peace. The light it gives brings you back home, to your center. Brings you in from the darkness or danger. My hope is that this site will help you find the same peace.

 

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Hitting rock bottom

I can honestly say I have hit rock bottom. I have hit where the darkness invades and the air runs thin. Where you feel shredded and defeated. I have sat in my pain, I have sat at the bottom. I have put myself back together, broke, and started again.. and again. Hitting rock bottom doesn’t always make you weak. In reality it can make you strong. It gives you room to piece yourself back together. This is not the end of your road. You still have a journey ahead of you. Hold on to faith. Hold on to hope. No matter how small. Breathe. Breathe slow. Breathe even if it’s painful. You will get through this. This will be your story to tell others how you survived, how you lived.

Give it time

It’s going to get better. It may not feel like it in this time of healing, but it will get better. The journey you take while healing can be long but it is necessary. Each step you take is progress no matter how small. Give yourself grace. This journey will have highs and lows. Always remember to love yourself through each phase. It will get better. Give it time.

The journey of grief

It has taken everything in me to make to somewhere I would of never thought I would be. Grief has taken me to a place I do not know. Trying to heal while you are still grieving has taught me the true meaning of being exhausted. Sometimes it is hard to accept that this pain is supposed to be a part of the journey. My journey. I have poured everything I have into this yet the cup never fills. I will find a new meaning of happiness while I grieve. I will follow this dim light until I reach the end.